hmmm

I now truely know what it means not to have time 2 itch your head!!!!! I am too exhasuted..
Wake up early for work
From work to uni
From Uni to French course OR From Uni back home again 2 study then back to Uni again
From French course back home to study Or From Uni back home to study the late lecture
Alot of books to read
Not getting enough sleep
But I don't actually want this to end..It's just keeping me from thinking.. I don't want to think about anything at this phase... :S

Dear Diary..

I broke someone's heart today and it doesn't feel well at all.. I'm so depressed!!
Sometimes we can't just do things because we feel like it, we need to consider the consequences because they could be so damaging to the point that all the good times and the sweet memories will be destroyed and vanished!
I wish I could just live the moment.. any moment at any time I want.. I feel so vulnerable and weak .. I have to make him understand, he is just too sweet and special to hurt !!
This is extremely exhausting!